didnt realli use comp yest ... coz i was lyk .. facing the tv the whole dae loR .... haha ... watch the sun wu kong vcd ... coz me kor wan to c .. so i pei him ... den after tt ... nite c flinstone =) ...
haha ... wake up at 10+ todae woZz .... hav the 3rd sae w/o aircon ... more mosquitoe bites ... me pa wake me up to eat breakfaz .... lolz .... went to round market hab carrot cake .. so nice ~ ... gt prawnz in it somemore woZz! =) .... den went back hm mug the maths hol assignment .. so mani qns loR! .... den while doin ... was thinking of my gang at kallang .. so wished to b wif dem .. -sobz- ... jia you jia you jia you! ...
den went to sim lim tower wif pa .... coz is lyk ... he wan to buy some stuffs .. err .. while i intended to go macpherson eat my tt fav prawn noodles =) .. but hoR ... pa sae aircon man come in at ard 2 ... so err .. went hm instead ><" .... den he "force" me to cook lunch for him ... haiyo ... so tired .. wan me cook =x ... so prepare porridge n fish loR .... simple .. but full ....
den riTe .. aircon man come .... continue mugging while dey do their stuffs .... den hoR ... pa sae 400 bucks +++ .... lolz .. so ex =x ... den hor .. the bez thing is ... pa sae .. he could enjoy aircon tonite but not me ... coz the compressor connected to my aircon is spoilt ... need to wait for the new one to come ... den my parent's rm tt compressor is wrking fine ... so their aircon is cold ... mine is .. oni gt wind .... not cold ... eeyer! .. jealous nia ! ... means .. more mosquito bites for me .. hrmphz!
was praying hard tt the net is still working todae ... while .. it proves me riTe ... tts y i can use it ritE now ... haiz .. cannot imagine the daes w/o it =( ...
anyway ... jiayou every1 !! ... esp jiamin woZz .. she gt dragon boat nationals to chiong .. extra bz den us ... so jia you! ... =)
---= losing my grip @ 5:12 PM
boo! haha ... hab my 1st slping w/o aircon ... lolz ... i hab been habing aircon for .. err .. 6-7 yrs? haha ... so bu xi guan .... den wake up at 10+ todae ....
gib jieyin wake up call ... den we go makan 2gther ... haha .. apparently it rains heavily ... so suay .... den we eat mac! lolz .. i super miss it loR ... so damn long no eat .. den we tok alot =x ... den she almost late for her drama ... so we chiong back
really is chiong loR ... walk so damn fast .... den riTe ... reach sch at 12.59 .. zhun zhun loR =P ... den i go locker take stuffs .... while she go her drama ... den i went hm ....
continue seeing my harry potter ... lolz ... so nice ... =) harry potter so cute .. still young ... den now so big le .. so shuai .. haha .. cant wait for it to start showing part 3! ...
haha ... pple recommend me c shrek 2 n the day after tml ... lolz .. make me wan to c so much =x ... but err .. shall not laR .. coz no lotsa $ to spend aniwae =x
den riTe ... after seeing harry potter .. on the comp ... tok to jiamin ... lolz .... she sae she not angry ... but still dui bu qi ta =( ... lolz .. den read jiamin entry in jieyin's blog ... sae create a gang blog .. lolz .. so i go do one loR ~ .... =)
so tired after doin it .... now den i realise ... 2hrs has pass .. so faz riTe .... haha ... den no realise i v hungry oso =x ... ma cooking now ... hao xiang ! =x ... haha .. stomach grrr liao loR .... so shall go pester n help out .. for early dinner~
-smiles-
---= losing my grip @ 7:15 PM
i hate being controlled by him .... i hate when he wans me to do wad he thinks is riTe ... mayb he is ... but is juz no to me ... at least not at tis generation of time .... i dun lyk being left out in class outings ... i dun wan to b the spoil spot ... i dun wan to b label as the unsporty ones .... i juz dun wan to b wad i m .... i dun lyk making other pple angry ... i dun lyk creating unnecessary troubles for pple ... i dun wan to do wad im doin now ... i wan to live happily juz lyk wad i used to b .... i need strength to battle .... i wan to win at least once ... i wan to break thru my life .... but how?
juz pull me out of here ... some1 ....
---= losing my grip @ 11:11 PM
its fridae ~ ... =) haha .. apparently .. im in hol mood since beginning of tis week ... lolz ..... actually shld hab sae .... i hate the approaching june ... coz .. it means tt i hab to sae gdbye to my beloved net .. -sobz- imagine tis :
no more surfing ...
no more chatting ...
no more d/l of songs ...
no more entertainment ...
no more blogging ...
pathetic haR ? ... haiz ... =( .... comp seems so useless w/o the net ... arrr ... how m i goin to survive w/o net ... is lyk .... im so hog to it .. so addicted u noe =x ... den i think i will go back to my tv ... more tv shows le ... lolz ~ .... means every serials i jio =P ...
anyway .... was so damn tired todae ... noe y ? juz gt 3 hrs of slp oni .... coz my aircon spoilt in the middle of the nite! ... ><" was so stuffy ... coz close door close window .... den too hot until i wake up ... den when i was abt to fall aslp .... is abt the time for me to wake up ... haiz ....
was intended to go sch early to stdy bio n finish up my gp ... lolz .. but didnt laR ~ =x .... was complaining alot abt my aircon ... was so glad to hab mui hia back wif us ... but she seems tt the illness will come back to her anytime .... so scareded tt she will faint or wadever ...
den hoR ... hab pe todae .... actually hai hao loR ... was fun playing wif the cher .. haha ... but hoR ... v weak after tt ... think coz i alr hab no energy frm my inadequate slp .... so after tt ... i chiong to canteen for ice milo ... lolz .... was so cooling loR ... so hab a 2nd serving ... =) ... yumz ...
den was late for ah lek lesson ... he was lyk ... y walk lyk old lady .... den i was lyk .. juz after pe ... u wan me how strong .... pengz
den nth much actually .... sch daes r juz lyk tt .... stdy stdy n stdy .... den hoR .... tt watermelon 4gt take the compre frm us loR ... haha .. heng aR =x
den gt bio quiz .... i think i gonna fail ... didnt touch it at all loR .... so dui bu qi toh .... den he release us early .... coz we can go after we hand in the paper to him ...
den ate chicken rice wif jen jen in sch .... den well she go for her council .... i hang ard wif xin tian .. coz gt 1st aid at 2.30 ...
follow her to buy bubble tea .... but i no buy .. coz broke =x ... den i buy tt chem tys .. 10 bucks .. -sobz- .... den hoR ... the 1st aid thingy is interviewing exco ... lolz ... so i sae i dun wan to b exco .. wanna b ping ming bai xing .... so i went off ... saw my gang on the way ... n sit dwn dere take a nap ... while dey tok ... den went hm wif xiao niu n niu ma ....
is ard 4 while i gt hm ... on the comp awhile .. n saw afew pple ... haha .. manage to my kor, my jie n yanming to giv me wake-up call ... lolz ... coz pple will 4gt abt it ... esp my jie =x ... so ya ... wake up at 5.45 .. coz yanming call ... but fall aslp again =x .. paiseh .. too tired .... den ard 6.30 ... my cousin bombard my fone loR .... juz wan to ask me y her net cant connnect ... ><" i dunno how to help her loR ... is lyk ... im not singnet .. somemore .... i cant c her comp screen ... how to help ....
den realli wake up by the numerous fone call .... den c chn 8 at 7 .... hab dinner at 8 .... n i repeat harry potter 1 =x ... lolz ... coz wan to recall .... den ma wan c her chn u last eps at 9 ... so let her hab the tv .... den online now ....
weak laR .. apparently .. juz scream at my pa =x .... was juz too damn pek chek .... dun wan mention it further ... but wad i noe is ... jiamin is damn pek chek oso .. sorry laR .... i dunno wad to do loR ... damn frustrated ... yao siew laR! ...
things juz dun get riTe on me .... i thot it suppose to b holidaes?!
---= losing my grip @ 10:21 PM
shoulder was pain coz i think yest bag too heavy .... haiz .. my beloved bag dirty le .. so xin tong =( ... was so cold since tis morning i wake up woZz .. dunno y .... den head for sch ...
sky super dark loR ... so no assembly .. den we go back to class loR ... nth much actually .... doin paper2 stuff for chi .... den so sian loR ... keep countdwn for recess .. coz i wan my fries ..
den after tt is chem lect ... cher go through somemore alkenes ... den finish the every topic for our common test ... sobz .. muz stdy le ... den go for maths tutorial .... so sian loR .. den i entertain myself by singing .. haha ... den me n jen jen start to chant tt buddha song again ... den jiamin chant tt na mo ao ni tuo fuo ... haha ... den ms phua turn her head n look at us ... ask y we all lyk to sing those songs .... her other class oso lyk tt .. lolz .. i nv noe tt tis is the latest in song in town loR ~ .. haha
den gp lessons ... was suppose to do the compre de ... den v sianz ... so jiamin was decorating her notebk wif meaningful quotes n lyrics .... den tell her write lyrics for me oso .... nice =) ... den tt watermelon ask me i gt do my work or not ... wad m i doin .. lolz .. so paiseh ... but as usual ... he easy to fake ... lie my way thru =P ... den hoR ... jiamin contact go behind her eyeball .. den she roll her eyeball ... roll roll roll ... den she open her eyes .. den the contact came popping out of her eyes lor! ... ee yer! .. so scary lehz =x .... scareded me lotsa ... =x .. den pei her go toilet put back her contact ...
den we go mum mum in canteen ... eat chicken rice .... aunty business doesnt seem to b so gd woZz .. coz she left 1 whole chicken dere .. lolz~ ... den me jen jen n denise no cca .. while the rest stay in sch for the time to come .... den jen jen reminded me to bring the chi tb hm ... so went back to sch again ><" to take the bks ... haha .. reach hm le ... tired .... so bath n sit in frnt of comp until now =x ..
hab to chiong bio n compre le ... haiz .... tired lehz .... wan to slag oso cannot .... =( shall continue if i gt online laTer at nite
boo ... 10pm le .. no do hw .. notti me .... haha .... fanghui called ... tok to her for 2 hrs loR =x .... shall mug now =x ...
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saw jen jen in bus stop ... so went to pei her wait for chui ying jiamin ah ma n cristie ... den we went to assembly .. stand in frnt ... but cant spotted froggy .. think he no go sch .... den after tt ... jiamin head for dunno wad meeting ... jen jen go for council meeting .. while me ah ma n xiao niu go for the make a raft thingy .. lolz .. our class is not on the competition namelist thingy ... haha ... den thinking whether to join tt or not .. coz is lyk .. err no materials?
den chiong for chem lab .... we late le loR .... den i sit alone ... somemore at the frnt row .. sobz ... den jen jen was lyk asking me hu sit beside me .... den is lyk .. obvious dere empty ><" den i sae ghost ... den wo jue de she feel i angry wif her ... coz she sae sorry ... n tell me not to b angry during maths lect ... lolz ... coz i v diam during the chem lab ... but was damn cold in tt comp lab loR .. somemore i tired .. so how noisy u wan me to b =x ...
den maths lect .. went to audi super early as ususal ... coz after maths lect is break .. so no go recess ... den hoR ... i go tok to me xiao tu di ... he sprain his ankle sia .. so poor thing ... den i turn back ... my gang bu jian .. lolz .. so i continue interact wif those nas de =) ... den maths lect le .... copy copy stuffs ... den go for break ...
den hoR ... ah ma go sell lemonade ... haha ... den i damn hungry + cold .. so go buy fries .. lolz .. hot hot de .. yum .. den seems not enuff .. so jen jen buy another packet to share among us all .... lolz .. so faz finish loR =x ... den go find ah ma .... den we giv her face .. buy lemonade ... the taste not bad loR ... but still lyk lemon green tea more .. dunno y =x .... den we go chi ...
chi toopid ... cher let us do the cheng yu thingy .. lolz ... dun let me refer to tb somemore .. as if i rem wad it means .. haha .. so ti kum all the way ....
den went for pw .. awhile oni loR .. coz release at 1.30 for sea carnival .... lolz ... me xiao niu n denise were lyk fooling ard ... den went to meet jia dey all at side gate ... den head for jiamin hse ... coz she wan change ... den we change at her hse ... den walk to simei mrt take train ...
reach le .. walk so long to the meeting pt ... den coz not our turn .. so we sit dere tok tok ... den leticia come giv us support .. so sweet =) ... so nice of her .. miss her lots =) .... den i damn sian .. so make alot of noise by singing ... lolz ~ .. den rain .. pikachu keep us all in shelter ... coz he lyk scareded we struck my lightning ... den he hab to fu zhe .. lolz .. so keep us dere v long
haha .. den after tt jen jen went hm ... i v hungry ... so wanted to eat wif jia dey all ... but i dun wan so late go hm .. so dilemma .. .den i follow dem .. gong gong ... den blur blur ... lolz ... we fancy over the gigantic grasshoppper ... den we suspect the couple step on it ... den jiamin denise n xiao niu scream .. lolz ~ .... den we go leisure park ... coz dey wan ban mian ... den hoR ... i think think think .... stil feel tt i go hm gd ... lolz ... den i v weak le ... den take bus muz change here change dere .. den aiya .. take cab loR ... lolz ... damn ex ... + peak hr charge ... 11.60 ... haha .... i dunno y loR ... frm toa payoh oso not so ex lor ... at most 7 bucks ..... haha ... den i took a little nap in the cab oso ...
so i reach hm ... surprise to c kor n his gf .... den ma no cook .. coz she go c doc ... den hoR ... ma dunno kor hm ... da bao for me oni ... den kor physco his gf go buy dinner for him ... den after tt .. we physco kor buy soft drinks for me .. den after tt .. dey physco me go dwn buy bread for tml breakfaz ... lolz ~ ... we take turns go dwn loR .. so cute riTe =x
so ya .. didnt do anything much todae ....
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hrmz ... monday ... nth much actually .... go back to class for assembly coz its goin to rain .... den hab our gp lesson ... lolz ... watermelon wan us to use our essay to exchange for our test papers ... lolz ... he power laR .. lyk tt oso can think of it ... so ... ya chiong the essay for him .. coz i yest no do =P ... so damn happy tt i pass ... lolz .. coz i thot i would fail .... but the pass is lyk err .. ao pass ... i gt 46 .... not those 50 pass tt we normally calculated .... but i dun care ... pass v happy le =) ... for my gang riTe .. jiamin score the highest ... gt 50 ... lolz .... congrates nia ... she so damn happy loR .... coz she sae tts her 1st pass test so far in jc .. c told u le .. u can do it de =) .. jia you! ...
den gt break .. so damn hungry .. so go buy fries n a cup of ribena ... den after tt gt bio lect ... gong gong the whole lect .. dunno wad toh trying to convey the msg to us .... we lyk ... chicken toking to duck lyk tt ... -blur- ... den gt bio prac ... lolz .... enjoy looking at the leave cells ... coz v nice ... den the chloroplast will move one .. so cute =x .. haha ..
den head for maths lect in audi ... lolz .. we sit behind nua nua si ge n mium mium ... lolz .. delibrately leave a space behind nua nua for jiamin ... haha .... den yaR .. dey tok alot during lects .. den dun understand one ... lolz =x ... den head for chi .... chi nth much ... as usual .. she tok .. we oso tok .. haha ...
den last period maths .. lolz .. tahan v long liao loR .... countdwn for lunch ... hrmz ... gt back my test paper .. haha .. thnx to jiamin .... coz she tell me my last qn wrg =x .. haha ... so i edit ... tts y .. gt 21 .. lolz ...but hor i c tick all the way ... dunno y 1 mark bu jian .... lolz .... den jiamin oso v happy .. coz she pass her maths oso .... den i tell her .. told u ur luck coming le =) .. but jen jen ... er ... noe she wont read the blog ... so can sae .. haha ... she v saded over both her tests loR ... den she complaining to me tt .. she total blurness in trigo .... ya .. so was trying my best to teach her trigo .... lend her my tutorials n assignments ...
den chiong to canteen for lunch ... no chicken chop aR! ... chicken rice oso no hab! .. weak aR .. so i eat fish n chips ... den go pw meeting ... lolz .. play alot wif ah tao camera fone .... den go hm le ... so ya ... find my notebk damn plain ... so draw a ger inside .. lolz .. too long no draw sia ... lost skills le ...
goin to 7 le .. wanna c tv .... den gonna help me ma cook dinner oso ... coz i v hungry .. cant wait for her to cook slowly =x ... so .. shall ends ...
lolz ... online again =P ... hab some fish tingy for dinner =) .... den ya .. c tv .. until now .. den online again ...
kor let me c his fish ... coz 1 of the eyeball is swollen .... its really er xin lor ... i saw it .. den my hair stands ... den my hands n feet feel cold ... haha ... i dunno y the impact so huge laR .. but is really .. eeeeee ... =x ..... den i realise tt me arms gt blue black out of the sudden ... one on each of my forearm ... den one more on my thumb dere ... dunno y so mani sia ... lyk being abuse lyk tt .. haha ...
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haha ... slpt at ard 1+ yest n wake up at 11 todae after a deep tight long slp =) ... felt so energetic ... den i on comp do tt gp quiz b4 i 4gt .. grab pa to help me alittle .. coz apparently ... im a total gong kia in the local n whole news ... haha .. den i watch tt huan zhu ge ge last eps .... lolz .... still find it funny seeing the reaction of er kang n yong qi when they receive the wrg bride ... haha ...
den pa wanted to go expo c the buddha thingy ... lolz ... so the whole family is dragged outside for lunch oso .... but hor .. when we reached dere ... the expo hall is full of pple loR ... n is really full ... pple queueing up for dunno wad thing lyk tt ... v kua zhang .. so we went to the next hall for some vegetarian food thingy ... lolz ... me n kor was lyk .... u wan us eat those stuff for lunch aR ? haha .. coz realli lyk ... nth realli attract us loR ... no chicken wingz no prawnz =x ... haha .. no interest ... den kor was lyk .. he thot sun not in army ... can hab sth nicer ... lolz ... but actually the food taste ok loR ... the noodles quite nice actually ... but 2 bucks quite ex lehz =x ... v small bowl oni .... den i sae bao fa .... surprised to c him dere ... den he tell me he selling gu zheng at the dunno wad stall behind .. lolz ... den my tt co junior bugging me to buy tt nas 10 anniversary ticket .. is lyk ... i wan to buy oso no $ now loR ... i sae another dae .. but he lyk scare i run away lyk tt .. lolz .. den hor ... saw alot of monk walking ard .. den me n kor was lyk laming ard ... den spend my dae in expo to ard 4++
den ya .. back at hm ... juz finished me reading log .. dunno how to do tt compo ... realise muz use comp do .. den send the essay online to our cher ... by 4 jun ... lolz .. so high tech for wad sia ... den pa go tmall buy some freshy prawn for dinner .. actually he wanted to buy crabbies ... but i sae .. prawnz nicer =P .. haha .. i dunno y he so happy todae laR ...
ghim shen msg me juz now ... tok awhile den he dc le ... he was lyk super rarely online one loR .. haha .. den found out tt he stuck in co ... den he complain tt he didnt gt the president status but a sectional leader instead ... lolz .. actually i dun understand y pple wans to b exco so much loR ... is lyk ... char tell me she oni a treasurer yest .... den xin tian ask me wanna go for the exco elect in 1st aid ... lolz ... noe exco lotsa cca pts lar .. but hoR ... does tt realli matters ?
den no1 toks to me online now .. so damn sianz .. haiz =x ... haha ... so hungry now ... can feel my stomach grrrr ... kekeZz .... waiting patiently for pa's prawnz hm .... n tt oso prove tt ... the food in expo weak aR =x ... doesnt fill me stomach at all .... den ma cooking some dunno wad tonic soup aR ... sheng yu tang ... haha .. v nice one .... v v v v long no drink le .. last drink is when kor was at hosp ... den ma cook to let him drink .... den ma dunno y suddenly feel lyk cooking .. so i gt kou fu =) .... hrmz .. mentioning it makes me feel more hungry ...
ailing come my hse eat .... lolz .... miss her =)
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wake up at 8.30 todae .. lolz .. early riTe ... coz me pa buy breakfaz for me .. den wan me go dwn take .. coz he rushing for wrk .. haha ... so gt ai xin zhao can todae =) but was so damn tired .. yawnz ...
den my aunt keep calling to ask me abt her comp ... lolz ... i fu yan her yest ... coz she called n wake me up .. so im in the blur blur gong gong state ... so she ask anything ... my ans is dunno ... haha ... den todae she called again ... didnt help much .. coz i cant c the thing ... so she tok i imagine the screen =x .... den agar agar tell her do tis do tt ... lolz .. the thing seems to wrk .. so she happily put dwn the fone ....
jun xiang ask me wanna visit yunzheng noT ... so ok loR .. go visit him .. hrmz ... dunno wad to buy for him .. so ya .. wrote him a postcard loR .. cheapo stuff =P -blehz-
basically im in yunzheng hse now =x ... his comp weak aR .. all old songs oni .... den hoR yunzheng bully me! .... he let out hamster scare me ... den jun xiang oso bully me ... he spill sprite on the floor den wan me help him wipe ... yao siew laR .. i no hab lunch .. so weak .... still bully me ... hrmphz! den hoR ... tickle me some1 ... bully bully bullllllly! haha ... some1 gt 12/25 for the test woZz ... weak aR ..... pple saded over the test woZz ... den now the 2 fmaths student standing behind me grumbling over how hard the test is ... wa ... pple receive hamper frm tpj rock climbing club lehz .... gt mani ex stuff .. gt birdnest ... gt err .. the wine thingy .. yummmmzz ... den is ms goh n mrs lim send de ... darling so gd riTe .. =) den dey 2 now playing chess ... left me alone sit dwn dere roT ... den i call geck ... coz v near her hse .. wanted to visit her de ... but she v tired lyk tt .... somemore juz back frm nas .. so ya ... leave yunzheng hse after playing dai dee ....
lolz .. back at hm ... kor was slping soundly .. so i off the tv for him ... damn hungry =| .... ate a packet of rollar coaster n a bottle of green tea for lunch .... energy-less ..... finally finish trigo tt1 .... in the process of assignment .. lolz .... haiyo .. y trigo so mani tutorials .... dunno when i can finish it sia .... den gt reading log n compo to do oso .. -sobz- ...
so ya ... shall continue mugging trigo ... -conquers trigo b4 it conquers me-
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-grinz- its end of the week .. tml college dae sia ... not involve anyway .. haha ... kor coming back frm army tml =) .. looking forward to c him ....
hab bio makeup todae .... was begging toh to let us go for lunch break b4 continuing .. coz was juz too damn starve .... he argeed .. haha .. gd cher hor =) .. coz we complain we no energy .... den after lunch we full le ... den feel slpy .. haha .. so he sae we v hard to pls ... den he sae he prefer us to b in starving stage .. lolz ~ .. find toh realli cuTe sia ... haha .. not lyk cher .. lyk fwens or papa lyk tt ..
actually gt 1st aid meeting de ... but juz lazy to go ... so ponned ... shhh .... so reach hm damn early ... 4 woZz .. intended to do tutorials n stuff .. but too tired .. soo err ... slp for 2 hrs =x .. haha .. lazy me ...
geck called me ... quite surprised ... but happy ... coz she still rem me =) tok non stop for almost 2 hrs sia .. haha .... she sae she misses tpj .... haha .... kinda misses dem oso .... those daes where we jk ard .... i bet tt w/o me her life is so empty riTe ... haha ... opps bhb liaoz .... lolz ...
yunzheng discharge le ... hrmz .. finally .... think v serious liao woZz ... can stay in hosp for lyk 5 daes? for juz a fall ... den he sae gt mc til jun hol ... lolz ... he sae he thinks the doc dunno tt he gotta go sch during hols ba ... tts y no mc during hols .... means he hab to go more make up lects .. haha .... aniwae .. take care =)
still haben finish me trigo ... lolz ... doin bits by bits daily =P .. hope to conquer it eventually ... gt help frm almost any1 i can grab .. haha ... den jun xiang kor lend me his fmaths trigo formular thingy .. sae useful ... didnt flip thru it ... but took a glance ... think hai hao ba .. is lyk .. notes n formular bk oso gt ... but he so gd bring for me ... of coz muz appreciate ... so thnk him n keep it .. shall go c c laTer ... den he lend me his organic chem oso ... shall go yan jiu oso ...
saded laR ... time to b hardwrking le .... everything blur blur ... looking forward to 03 jun ... haha ... coz harry potter will b showing on tt dae =) .... everydae bus pass by bus stop ... den gt tt poster ... lolz .... make me v wanted to c it ... haha .. -countdwn-
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柠檬草的味道
他们猜我们后来有没有再见 离席了才会晓得怀念
突然我记起你的脸 那触动依然像昨天 对自己
我终于也诚实了一点
是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草 心酸里又有芳香的味道
曾以为你是全世界 但那天已经好遥远 绕一圈
我才发现我有更远地平线 我们都没错 只是不适合
我要的 我现在才懂得 快乐是我的 不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿 总是要过去以后才了解
突然我记起你的脸 爱不爱不过一念之间
绕一圈今天的我能和昨天面对面
我们都没错 只是不适合 亲爱的 我当时不懂得
选择是我的 不是你给的 明天自己负责
给昨天的我一个拥泡 曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑 谢谢你 谢谢你 我尝过 爱的好
我们都没错 只是不适合 我要的 我现在才懂得
快乐是我的 不是你给的 寂寞要自己负责
我要的 我现在才懂得 选择是我的 不是你给的
幸福要自己负责 错过的 请你把握
haha .. muz encode to chinese gb b4 u can c the lyrics =P .... hrmz ... lyk tt song super loTs ... juz how i lyk luo zhi xiang tt zhe yi miao wo ku le ... haha .... we were lyk playing alot in the comp lab during gp .. intended to blog during tt period ... err but was helping xiao niu signing up blog .. haha ...we cheated watermelon to do presentation coz we dun wan do compo ... lolz .. n he gong gong let us do presentation ... haha ... the comp floppy was spoilted ... so cant read any diskette .. lolz .. even if it wrks ... our diskette oso spoilted .. so no diff =P
den jiamin was blogging .. while ah ma trying to write testi for me n xiao niu ... den me n jen jen singing the da bei zhou .. which jiamin label as the death march song =x .... haha .. no loR ... is meant to b mantra loR ... lolz .. den me n xiao niu oso trying hard hard to sign the blog for her ... lolz .... den our class 3 muskerteers do the presentation on cybercrime .. mainly virus, hacking n porn ... lolz ... den we ended our dae happily =)
continue bringing twix to sch for my gang todae =) .. coz tt time i bring .. xiao niu was not in sch ... so i shall bring again ... tis time wif her ard =) .. jiamin in return giv me the giant poky thingy ... nice =) ....
den chi is horrible .. coz hab to do compo .. -sobz- ... after tt ... was chem lect .. haha ... find tt lecturer err ... -speechless- ... haha .. dun lyk him lecturing loR =x .... den went for maths ... haiz .. trigo is conquering me .... is lyk ... dunno how to do loR .. was lyk grabbing jun xiang kor in the morning to teach me .. coz he fmaths de .... but still .... he didnt help much =x .... he cant solve the eqn ... haha .. coz he 4gt all formulars ...
toh wanted to make up tml .. again ... haiz ... coz tt time his son high fever .. he gd gd papa ... dere goes me fri .. den gt 1st aid meeting oso .... lolz .. cancel my mentoring ... coz intended to gib dem break until june hols ... haha ... coz dey all pass their maths mid-yr .. was so damn proud =) ....
ended our dae in sch wif pw meeting .. was finishing up the third proposal ... find tt qian yin lyk dun seems to lyk us alot .. coz she always lyk .. "attitude" us ... by not joining in the discussion .. is lyk ... mostly is the rest of us 4 doin the wrk ... she juz ... sit dwn dere .. hoping to end quickly so she can go off wif jialing .... haiz ... or is juz i too sensitive =x ....
was damn tired now .. hab to go do my tutorials laTer .... after i bathed .... but now i alr felt lyk slping le .. how to tahan ? hab to conquer trigo ... n not let trigo conquer me ..... hab to start doin chem tutorials .. coz was lyk .. copying every ans ah lek saes ... didnt attempt myself .. so ya ... shall b a gd ger ...
so? bath now.
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gt maths test todae ... was ok i think .... den me n jiamin share share ans ... found out i last qn wrg ... so i faz faz chiong edit =P ... den obs forbid us use liquid paper .... is lyk ... v bu xi guan lor ... cant realli survive w/o it ...
hrmz .... pple having chi oral .... den the rest of us stayed in the classrm tok tok =P .. lolz ... i was lyk lying on jiamin shoulder slping .... hrmz ... realli find jiamin gd .. haha .. coz she always pei he wo .... forgive my childish act ... haha .... was lyk telling her to carry me yest after pe ... =P childish riTe =x ... oya .. den after tt wake up to chit chat wif dem .... den decided to listen to my md n hab a sing-along session wif jiamin ... haha ... both of us were lyk ... rapping the edison song ... lolz ... he juz so shuai n the song is juz so cute =).. den mdm twu bu shuang ... coz she complain we make alot noise ... =x ... haha .... den tml hab zhuo wen to wriTe .. den gp oso gt compo ... oh no ... haha
den went to pw lessons ... lolz .. 1 period discussion ... 1 period lect ... haha ... find tt our grp is really funny .... all our pw meetings r full of laughter de =) ... den the pw lect is so damn funny ... haha .. coz the lecturer keeps act cute .... den sitting in frnt of us is again tt guy hu always eavesdrop wad we sae .... lolz .. den todae again ... he eavesdrop us again ... den we keep laughing =x ... den den ... denise slip out of her tongue ... sae wan sit wif ah tao ... lolz .. den we tease her alot =P ... den played wif ah tao new camera fone .. den i go snap denise foto inside ... lolz ... den it gt the sound when it snaps .. haha ... den the audi so quiet .. make it seems so loud =x ... den me jieyin n denise cant stop laughing ... =P
den me n denise were lyk walking ard .. den saw jia jun n jia ying ... dey tell me dey v hungry ... hrmz .. understooded hungriness ... so i volunteered to help dem buy food .... lolz ... but gt regretted after tt ... coz hab to walk to uncle louis dere ... somemore alone coz denise wan go cca .... wanted to physco yanming to buy ... though he agreed ... but is after some grumbling loR ... dun lyk ... coz dun wan force .... so i pei denise go her odac meeting ... wa .. super hot ... keep sweating ... den saw junxiang kor ... den grab him go pei wo buy while denise head to her cca .... wa .. waited damn long for the wafer to cook ><" .... den requested a bubble tea frm kor =x ... haha .. coz was juz too damn hot .... den went back to sch to deliver the "ai xin food" =P .... but drama rm empty ... ><" quite bu shuang coz hab to roam ard to find dem .... so found jia jun .. gave her the food n i went off to cali ....
slag abit but was trying v hard to write nice nice le .. but still failed .. -sobz- ... we dismissed ourselves at ard 5 ... den it rains ... so i tuo tuo la la .... reached hm ard 5.30 ... -yawnz-
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my xiao niu mei mei not here todae ... kind of miss her .... lolz .... w/o her ... hrmz .. lyk so dull .... looking forward for tml ... when dere is jieyin =D
oya ... gt scareded by yunzheng yest nite .... he called me .... sae he v sianz ... ask me entertain him .... ask me guess where he is .... den i cant guess so he tell me the ans .... he tell me he at hospital loR ... i really xia dao .... coz he fall dwn during nite cycle .... deep cut ba ... he describe the scenario to me ... -ouch- .. kind of worry for him ... coz gonna stay in hosp .... = the wound serious enuff ... den hab difficulty in walking ... den common test coming ... he cant hab lessons .... gotta stay at hm ... long mc ... take care aR!!!
den go tell my gang dey all abt it .. den jen jen show me her leg dere ... gt one super big blue-black .. coz she fall dwn ... den i was lyk ... -stunned- .... lolz .. den i tell her ... "yunzheng yest scareded me not enuff ... todae ur turn wan scare me .... "
den gp ... do the presentation thingy ... den lolz ... my diskette weak .... cant open the thingy .... so i decided to put it online ... shall retrive it directly frm net when our turn come =)
oya ... brought twix for my gang todae ... mostly is transferred over to jiamin ... coz she super lyks it .. n she haha .. hints me tt i didnt bring anything for her .. lolz ...
really find myself err ... yao gui =P .. lolz .. been feeling hungry all day long ... is lyk .. i juz hab a big plate of rice ... den after ard .... 20 mins? i tell ah ma ... i feel not full ... hao xiang du zi er le =x ... lolz ... den after pe i went hm .... weak liao laR =x .... go dig tibits in cupboards .... haha ... how aR .. suspect me stomach gt hole ....
haha ... yest papa dunno frm where goup a laser printer hm .. den i was lyk ... jumping wif joy =P .. at last ... gt printer .. haha .... den print super lot stuff todae .. coz of pw .... hrmz .. if tt is a laser colour ... lolz ... den i super happy liao woZz =) ....
lolz ... thiam aik kor msg me to complain abt his pw stuff thingy ... guess he really pissed off le laR ... coz he seldom complain to me ... always is i complain to him de =P .... lolz .. den duno y link link to gentleman ... den i was lyk =x .. complaining tt tpj gentleman v v v small amt oni woZz ... lolz ... den telling him how gd n gentleman my tis kor is ... haha .... my tt real bro of mine =x ... lolz .. he super gd to me one loR .... so apart frm him .... so far ... thiam aik kor is the most gentleman ba ... haha
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juz back frm sch ... stay back to do some pw stuff ... den went hm ... nth much happens todae .. or shld i sae ... im too tired to notice anything ... hav chi oral todae .. basically i total 4gt abt this thingy loR .... until xiao niu remind me tis morning ... den i was lyk ... y todae sia ... juz too tired to response to the chi conver =x .... coz .. brain not functioning loR ... cher sae i contridict myself ... lolz .. die le laR .... chi oso lyk tt ... gp how ...
den juz cannot tahan ... after me oral ... chiong to canteen to grab some food .. wanted buy fries .. but the aunty hates me .... fries so mani dwn dere ... sae not enuff .. dun wan sell to me ... so i switch to twisty instead ... didnt help much loR ... -hungry-
was a walking zombie the whole dae .... super inactive ... -yawnz- nearly fall dwn a few times ... coz i almost trip over my own leg ... toopid hoR ... =P ... noe why? ... coz i slp at 2+ last nite ....
yest is juz too bz ... dun even hab time to blog ... lolz ... spend my whole dae doin stuffs after stuffs ... den tt lim giv us presentation on crime n prevention research .... THANK YOU lor .... think we v free lyk tt .... den make me chiong so laTe .... blog oso no time ... somemore ... cutest .. todae no presentation .... coz surfer dwn ... the comp cant start ... me surrender .... he best ....
cut me hair .. -sobz- .... not long long anymore .... frm waist to shoulder length .... haiz .. dun lyk dun lyk ..... coz it takes the shape of my shoulder ... curls when it touches it ... not lyk last time ..... way beyond me shoulder ... straight straight ... wont curl ... sobz ... -regret- ... lolz .. dun ask me y i cut my hair .. coz it juz too long ... time to cut loR ... gers r ma fan .. tts wad me bro always sae - always complain .. haha ... cut gt things sae .. dun cut oso gt things sae ...
lolz ... me pa was cute yest .... he bought a super big papaya for $3 ... cheap hoR ... but 1 durian for 7 bucks ... me was lyk ... -stunned- ... shen mo durian lai de ... need $7 ... den me pa sae .. the seller sae is special .. tts y .... but hoR .... lolz ... when he open up .... oni 6 seeds inside .... kor n pa ate 2 .. me n ma ate 1 ... me kor was lyk ... 1 seed need $1+++ ... haha .. kor n me were lyk laughing so hard =x .... haha .. papa kenna cheated sia =P
so ya ... gong gong ... blur blur ... i pass the dae .... =)
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wake up at 11+ todae ... haha... lazy pig haR =x ... hrmz .. dunno y so tired .... den my body is aching all over ... lolz ... i still couldnt figure out y playing badminton can cause me aching ... haha ... me weak liao laR .. no sportsmanship at all .. no wonder im not in any sports .. lolz
force to pack my rm ... coz ma starts to nag .. kekeZz .. ok laR ... i cheng ren .. me rm is messy ... den i ate sth .... breakfaz + lunch ... lolz ... den i went to ntuc wif mama ... n stock up my cupboard wif some tibits ... yeah! finally .. hm has sth to eat .. -grinz- ...
hrmz .. basically .. im at my grandma hse now .... nth beta to do .. so online .. my cousin all go out shop shop loR .. i was lyk .. thank you loR .. leave me all alone ... den i overheard me cousin telling his dad to sign up broadband for him ... coz he needs it to do pw .... i was lyk ... sobz .. me net is terminating le ... =( ...
read jiamin's blog juz now ... lolz .... quoted frm her :
haha. with li yan's adventure with mao qiu.
so useless one leh li yan.
lol. she canot bring herself to say nice nice n funny tins about mao qiu n her de. :P
haha ... true loR .... is lyk ... i not some1 hu cant play wif ... i wont get angry when u all sae abt me .. lolz .. but hrmz .. wan me to sae sth abt myself .. err ... really laR .. cant bring myself to it ... haha ... muz go n train more yrs b4 i can reach jiamin stage .. lolz ...
i find myself quite shi bai le =x .. lost my skills .... lolz .. last time ... is lyk ... i can cheer all my fwens up so easily .... den tt dae ... cant really cheer yanming up ... he lyk so saded ... den i cant help much oso .... den shiyu oso so saded .. read her blog ... she sae she ok le .. hope so ba ... hrmz .. y all my fwen so saded lehz ... =( i wan every1 to b happy woZz ... =)
den juz now while taking bus to grandma hse ... pass my thiam aik kor hse ... hrmz ... coz was lyk .. toking to him online last nite ... den was lyk ... i sae sth bad =x ... den he was lyk kaoZz n v long no reply me... den i thot he angry .... but he sae sth lyk ... c u so little chance oni .. wont angry wif u no matter wad de ... -gan dong- tts my gd kor kor haR ... make me miss all those nas pple so much ... esp charlotte ... dey r juz so diff frm my tpj fwens ....
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its fridae! =x ... was so happy toDae =) .... noe y ?
coz ... nora saes bio faculty test is cancelled =) .. -cheers- ... haha ... so damn happy ... no need chiong le =D ...
pple r having bdaes 2gther =x ... yunxia's bdae is toDae ... lolz .. junxiang kor was so excited hoR ... erhemz =x .. haha ... tell him to send her my bdae wishes le .... den desmond n liangwei having bdae tml ... lolz .... jiamin koup a piece of cake frm dunno hu .. den we sing bdae song for desmond in canteen ... sing loud loud ... gu ki make him paiseh .. haha .... den i shakes his n liangwei hands .... aniwae .. happy bdae guys!
toh was not here todae .... lolz ... supposingly hav to b in library doin self stdy .. but lehz ... we all go canteen makan .... lolz ... still cant get over my "chicken wingz desire" ... coz these few daes ... i oni imagine .. but cant get to eat it ... haiz .... chicken wingz .. where r u?!
oya .. ah ma hav gastric todae .... we basically spend our gp lesson in sick bay wif her ... lolz .. dui bu qi lim .... we all go buy burger for her lar .. hot milo laR .... medical oil laR .. do everything to lighten her pain .... heng she gt well after tt ... take care ger! =)
yunzheng bought me the thing to hang my bottle ... so tt i can hang my bottle to my bag if i lazy to carry .... lolz ... was stunned ... coz tt time i oni casually tell him buy for me ... in a jk manner ba ... lolz .... i dun even really rem it loR =x .... so paiseh .... thnx woZz ! ... haha .. i think he is guilty tt he accidentally slap me ... so buy sth to pei zhui ...
tml is sat .... ma alr tell me tt she's off tml ... = grandma hse ... lolz .... i muz chiong finish my shen diao xia nu vcd le .... coz hab to return aunt .... so ... tv here i come =x
lolz ... hrmz .. i continue frm where i stop juz now ... ermz .. ya .. fall aslp while watching the vcd .... den mama cook prawnz n wingz for dinner toniTe ... haha .. although nt the fried wingz i wanted .... nt the fresh fresh prawnz wif shells still on it .... but it still so nice having such food! =) ... oya .... saw me kor gf juz now .... she come our hse hab dinner ... so long no c heR .. miss her so much =)
haha .. 4gt to add on juz now .... nicole wans me help her find a male partner for her swing dance ... coz she assumes i noe alot of guys ><" ... den hoR .. i show her 2 guys ... lolz ... she rejected me =x ... where to find guys tt is ... you shuai .. you gao ... you hui dance de ... lolz ... if gt .. i shall keep it to myself ... =x ... haha ... is lyk .... y u wan to find MY fwens to pei U dance .... thot UR fwens will b a beta choice .... haha ... dunno lehz .. find it weird ... somemore .... me not tt famous loR .... i dunno every guy .... where to find so gd nan ren .... haha .... if really found le ... tt guy wans maR or noT? ... lolz ... den she asked me noe any cchs guys or not .... coz she sae ... alot cchs guys r shuai .... noe is noe loR .. but ... i help her ask ... i oso v paiseh loR =x ... haa .. so wad to do? ... anihow anihow gt tis problem ... pengz ...
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i juz dun understand .... my bag is leaving new scars on my legs ... y aR ... i carried it for 4 mths last yr .. nth happen wad ... i carried it as low as i carrying now ... didnt gt any scratches frm my bag lehz ... sobz ... my bag juz dun lyk me now ...
as usual .. was damn hungry =x ... so was super inactive todae .... esp during bio makeup .... toh gave up hope on us ... decided to dismiss us early =P ... lolz ... den he ask me go up board circle the nucleocide .... haha .. basically i gt my ans frm jen jen .. -winks- thnx! .... den hoR .. haiyo ... toh sae i walk lyk gangster ><" .. where gt sia ... u c me ... look so guai so innocent =x ... *erhemz* ... where look lyk gangster riTe =x ... den hoR .. he want me help clean the white board when every1 leaves ... haha ... den he scareded tt i help him ... i keep saeing it =x .. so he quickly sae ... "no need no need .. i clean myself ... milo cups oni ... den u ar...." lolz ... coz tt dae sports dae .. i help him throw milo cups ... n i keep reminding him .. sort of suan him ... lolz ... tts my bio cher ... -cute-
gp todae is supposingly beta den other daes .. coz gt video =P .. apparently .. i juz dun understand wad it toking =x ... coz more focus on hungriness ... last period you mei you ... but err .. agar agar still can catch abit .... den cher put in another short clip for us to c ... tt one more interesting loR .. as in ... c the process of death penalty ... but really is ... cruel? but he deserves it laR .. hu tell him to rape n murder .... so wad can i sae ... bois r so bad .. -blehz-
oya .. ah tao was real gd to me .. i didnt even remind him or wad ... he bought me comics todae .... agrhh ! ... he juz simply gd! =) ... den jiamin's ka kia bought her twix ... so i gt a share too ~ ... =) nice nice ~
juz read jiamin's blog ... quoted frm her :
but i run everyday, cuz i carn run from frm reality.
i run everyday, to keep myself awake from all that's real.
i run, to make myself feel good.
cuz i really love the sweat rolling down my skin.
the sweat dripping from my hair to my shoulders.
i dunoe why.
i felt bliss. (:
i think it's a form of crying.
indirect crying. (:
hrmz ... last sentence ... i read le ... v saded lyk tt lehz .. dunno y ... find tt jiamin not as happy as wad she seems in sch .... den make me feel she quite similar to me .. hide unhappy things ... den show others ur happy side .... but to me ... im on the opti side ba .... typical sagittarius - super optimistic one .... tts wad i noe frm almost all horo bks i read .... noe how to make myself happy ...
den toking wif jiamin now ... telling me some stuffs .... really hope she 4gts those unhappy ones .. n rmb the happy ones ... tts life maR =)
found tt ... most of my fwen lyk all v troubled lehz ... how aR .. their nick all ... wa .... cheer up every1!
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lolz ... v hungry now =x ... coz hab my lunch at err .. 11+ ? its miracle tt i can tahan for so long .. but dinner starts at 8 .. how to survive .. thinking of .... -chicken wingz-
went to cali juz now ... *yeah* tt kong bu cher not here todae ... cheers! =) ... den i v slack ... found tt me handwriting is really .. er hemz ... hopeless =x ... haiyo .. muz jia you jia you!! saw jiamin n amanda when im slacking outside the cali rm ... dey r in the process goin to stdy in library ... really find dem hardwrking lehz! .. everydae stay back stdy .. not lyk me ... everydae hog comp hog tv ... muz jia you le ...
haiyo .. spa really hates me ... last wk bio spa lyk tt .. todae chem spa oso lyk tt ... every spa .. the cher gt thing to sae me .. sobz ... i spilled the distilled water =x ... den ah lek even tell me tt i 4gt to rinse the container thingy ... haiz ... hopeless le .. how can tell such blur person do spa .... den .. my report weird weird de ... the mass of the pure substance more than the impure one .... somemore more alot! .... every1 more alitte oni loR .... haiz .. spa juz hates me =(
oya ... junxiang kor sprain his ankle on mon ... ke lian de ... kenna push by his fwen ... den saw him wif bandage on tues ... but hoR .. todae saw him ... he put on shoes le ... he rotate his ankle for me to c somemore ... ><" .. haiyo ... take care k ~
im having desire over trix while me bro is after tt white choc kit-kat ... lolz .. he offer me one mouth .... the 1st reaction to me was ... hao tian! >"< .... how can he survive eating tt ... packets after packets somemore .... den he oeiz me =x ... coz really too sweet le ... den i cough cough ... den crisps come out of my mouth =x .. dirty his bed ... haha .. dui bu qi dui bu qi .. wo chuo le .. yuan liang wo ba !
will b having bio makeup tml .. seh ... haben do the tutorial ... yawnz
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nth much todae ...
ee ... tagboard n background still bu jian .... saded le lar ... but im really tired to do anything now =x ... haha .. coz coz .. me todae gd ger .. =P jog 6 rounds ... no walk woZz .. haha .. den after pe ... hab a short pw meeting ... den gossips wif denise =x .. haha ... typical char bo riTe =/
hrmz ... was v stun tt xiao niu cried .... coz coz ... we all thot tt she n jiamin were juz playing .... jie sayang laR hoR .. hush baby .. dun cry ... =) ...
haiyo .. v hungry n tired now .... wan chicken wingz ! agrhh ... i wan chicken wingz aR! =x ... lolz .. oya ... i pass me chem test =) ..
lolz .... juz finished finding back me background n tagboard ... -happy- =)
kor back frm army .... allow to come hm tonite oso =) ... he told me he fatter le .. show me his little tummy .. haha .... i pengz .... he not fit liao laR =x ... den i go press his muscles oso .. lolz .. not lyk last time .. hard hard de ... now .. haha .... den me mama ask him y he so nua nua de .... lolz .. den me 1st thing come to my mind is .. jiamin! =x .. haha ... kor sae coz ... he eat slp eat slp ... den ask those small small soldiers help him carry stuffs ... he sit dwn dere eat tibits ... lolz ... bully ~ .... tts y ... = fatted le ...
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haha ... todae zhu ren bdae ... didnt realise it until morning .... so i giv her a bdae hug .. n we hurry buy her card ... jiamin gave her the cake tt suppose to b her breakfaz =P .. anyway .. happy bdae =) ...
ok .. head was heavy the whole dae .. dunno y =x ... yawning everywhere =x .... -blehz- ....
ee ... background bu jian .. tagboard not working ... wei shen mo =( ... blehz .. nvm .... shall remain tt way awhile ba ...
came hm ard .. ehz ... 5+ ? =x ... coz stay in sch .. print the idiotic thingy .... 40 over pgs ... lolZz ... n cutest is .. keep paper jam ... so ... end up tt laTe ... sianz aR ... dun lyk pw .. sob .. obs is coming to sit in on wed ... jiu ming ... v scareded ....
kor was back frm army =) ... so long no c him ... haha .. he was darker liaoZz ... lolz ~ ... more shuai le .. blehz =P ... shall ends ...
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spend my morning sat in sch having gp test .... total blurness at wad the passages r toking abt .... sob .... goin to fail le ... haiz .... den went to inter wif jiamin amanda n jieyin .... coz amanda wanna buy cd .... den she went off .... n jiamin jieyin n me procede to long john for lunch =) .... so nice ... coz been almost half a yr since i step into long john .... miss the food ... but so disappointed .... coz the chicken shrink =x ... make me so hungry .... den "cheated" a packet of fries =P ... n share it among jiamin n jieyin .... haha .. thnx for the fries aniwae =x
den ... we started abt nua nua adventure again .... haha ... coz the tartar sauce remind us abt mayo ... den remind us abt the incident in canteen =P .... den ... jiamin too engross in finding her nua nua in the drain .. .didnt c the approaching van .. pengz ....scareded me sia ... heng i hold jieyin .. den jieyin hold jiamin .... lolz .... n we continue crapping abt nua nua throughout our whole journey to the bus stop ....
den went hm slack ..... b4 having my dinner outside .... coz todae is mothers' dae ... happy mothers' dae! .... hrmz .. ya .... "cheated" (again =x) a water bottle frm my papa ..... oya i forgive him =x .. coz he buy prawns for me to eat ..... haha =/ ... the bottle look similar to jieyin de .... but mine is black =P ... call me copycat .... but i juz lyk it =)
haiyo .... there will b a volcano eruption soon laTer ... haha ... sianz ... juz forgive pa yest ... den want to quarrel again =P .... coz lolz ... long story .. dun wish to sae .... shall return to my back old self ..... 1 ear in 1 ear out while pple scold me .... sit dwn blur blur let pple scold .... =P ... dunno y ... pple tend to use me to vent anger ... lolz ... coz i dun get angry easy? or i will console u after tt .... but juz choose the riTe time to vent ba .... coz when im bu shuang .. provoke me further is nt a wise choice =P ... haha ... -blehz-
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college sports dae ...
didnt really go smoothly for me? =x .... coz i saw jiamin .. over excited you mei you ..... ran towards her ... den oni hab her in my eyes .. haha .... so didnt c the hole thingy ... den fall loR .. sobz .. all 4 somemore ... tis one still nvm .... the prob is .... i think alot pple saw me fall =x .... haiyo .. so paiseh .... dun mind every1 knew me fall ... but i do mind every1 saw me fall .... so ... jen jen assure me no1 saw it ... but the next thing is .. wil jiu jiu n my tu di came along ask me ... wei shen mo ni die dao ..... haiyo ... den jiasheng n xin tian saw it too .... no place to hide ... -sobz-
den jieyin was in great pain too ... coz of her leg thingy .... todae is juz pathetic for we 2 jie mei =P .... went prez hunting for xin tian super belated prez .... was so paiseh to take junxiang kor $ to buy 1st ... i juz do not hab enuff $ to pay 1st .. so bo bian .... dui bu qi ta sia .... aniway .. bought a final fantasy lighter for heR .... looks nice =) .. hope she lyk it ~
went back to sch wif jieyin n jia jun ... really xin teng my xiao niu mei ..... she was in pain ... again ... so went go take deep heat to apply apply ..... den she went her drama n i went my mentoring ... hab my 1st ever mentoring in tpjc ... haha .... dey r juz too suay ... 1st time come tpj den the pple v noisy ... coz dey keep drilling .... repairing the rock wall .... haha .... but dey lyk the toilet .. sae v clean ... lolz ~ ... hope their mid yr can do gd gd ..... hrmz .... spend 3 hrs wif dem lehz ..... =x .... dunno me gt help dem or not .... understooded wad i toking or not .... lolz .. den hor ... 4gt let dem sign tt cip thingy aR ! haiyo .. 4gtful me .... >"<
sounded v harsh while toking to every1 i think ... coz i was juz too damn tired ..... after running ard in the morning ..... went prez hunting ... 3 hr mentoring ..... den + here pain dere pain ... den locker lock cant open ... dunno y .... den dey still tok so long .... interaction after interaction .... =x .... den juz ... sorry every1 =x .... juz sound too hot i suppose =P dui bu qi ... wo chuo le ... yuan liang wo ba ...
tml is gp fac test ... scareded .... so shall stdy sth ba ...
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hrmz ... every1 is siao todae ... we basically laugh at everything =x .... the chem test is ok for me .. managable .... but i dunno if i hab done correctly ... coz 1 step wrg = whole thing wrg ... -pray- ... wad i write is on the right track.
faculty shirt is not as nice as i thot .... 1st aid shirt nicer =x ... but i didnt buy 1st aid shirt ... coz ... too ex =x ... 12 or 15 bucks aR .... i v penniless =x ...
slp 2 hrs juz now ... haha ... its been such a longgg time tt i hab afternoon nap .... =) ... guess ... realli tired ba .... yest stdy til 1 ++ den morning dunno y 5 ++ jiu wake up le ....
so .. tml is sports dae .. hab my 1st ever 1st aid duty .. haha .... =) .... i think i will b slacking away .... =P .... lolz ... seems tt quite a number of pple i noe r running .... all so fit sia ... -jealous- ... haha ... jia you every1 !
---= losing my grip @ 9:08 PM
-grinz- ah tao lend me his comics =) .... muz treat him gd gd =) .... but .. cant c it todae .. sobz .. coz tml hab chem faculty test ... sianz .... haha .. den y m i online sia .. suppose to stdy .... but hrmz .... next mth den my net will b terminated ... so muz grab opportunities to use woZz =x
hehe .... bride the 1st aid president wif sweet ... so tt me 1st aid duty can b wif jian yong and jen jen =x ... haha .... =) at least i noe dem .. in other grps .... noe none ..... pengZz .....
haiyo ... the locker is .. i nth to sae ... supposingly is muz bang den can close ...den jiamin c le .. v fun .. so she help me bang ... now .... =x .... super tight ... bang oso open gt prob =x .. oh no .... so i pester every guy i noe one .... when i on the way to locker =P .... coz .... i no strength .. =x
eeeeeeeeeee .... stdy stdy chem .... actually chem is so much easier to stdy den bio ... coz i can understand concepts more than memorising ..... but the prob is ..... no confident at all =( .. jia you!
---= losing my grip @ 8:33 PM
shall blog long long ... coz i dun think hab alot of chance to come online ... some yao siew kia threaten to terminate my neT ...
shall continue on wad happen yest nite ... dad aim at me n kor ..... he dun believe a single word =x ... he nv believe any1 de .... hrmz ... he is some1 v sensitive n suspicious of everything .... tts my dad >_<" .. ok laR .. me confessed ... im scarded of my dad ... i think so faR ... hes the oni one tt im scarded ba ... =( ... so yest is really a war ... not betw me n dad .... but me kor n dad ..... me kor scream at him .... n suan him alot ... sae dun b so sensitive ... lyk char bo .... always pick mistakes no matter how perfect things r ..... n is really scream =x ..... den of coz ... pa is even more hoT ... ok worse things haben sae ....
pa hab been wanting to terminate my neT ... coz he is some1 v stingy =x .... he sae v ex ... blah blah blah .. n of coz .. use me as excuse .. sae i always chat online laR .... hog the comp laR .... but hoR ... pa use more den me loR .... he use until late at nite til 2+ one loR .... den when he use i cannot use ... when i use he will order me away when he wants to use ... unfair riTe .... so yaR ... i stopped him alot of times le ... tts the past =x ... now .... he wanted to terminate my neT again ... wan threatened me haR ... coz of yest incident ... c any linkage? no riTe ... so .. he juz using tis as an excuse ... so tis time rd ... hu caRes .... y muz i beg him to keep the neT .. wan terminate? let him loR ... til now .. i still feel tt i did nth wrg ... y m i suppose to bother to explain to him at the 1st place nia ? ... so? im v hot loR .....
ok .... coz of him i set a aim =x .... nv really aim for things .... last time i used to feel tt ... i wrk so hard for wad ... i score so gd zhuo mo ... pa dun even prize me or wadever ..... not lyk my fwen .. if u score well ... their parents buy dem wad dey wan ... -envious- ... very .... now i dun feel tt le ... i wan to wrk real hard ... mug for every tests ..... i wan go to u .... coz i wan stay in hostel =x .. leave tis place ... tts my goal
pa keep saeing tt he bring me up ... yang da wo hen xin ku ... wads so diff in bringing me up sia ... he nv bring me up loR .... wad he do is ... provide a place for me to go hm after sch .... a bed for me to slp .... some money for me to survive .... n pay my sch fees .... tts all .... i pay for my every notes n textbooks .... i nv ask for money to buy wad i wan .... even HIS stuff .... lyk dvd player ... comp .... he oso wan me to chip in .. if not he dun wan to buy ... gt c such stingy pa or not .... he nv develop my talent b4 .... he nv send me to tuition .... he nv pei wo stdy b4 ..... i gt wad i hab todae ... is all becoz of me oni .... no1 helps me at all ....
not supposed to sae him wan loR .... his my pa ... but hu caRes .... he really getting on my nerves ... not is not oni yest .... is since i was born ..... if tis continues hoR .... i will hate him one ....
v angry woZz .... haiz ... but too bad .... me wont angry too long .... you dian jue de ... wo mei yong =x ... oni noe how to sae me pa behind his back ... not lyk my kor ... scream at him str off his face .... wad can i do sia ... im scareded of him =/
sae gdbye to my neT .... cant chat in msn animore .. sob sob .... now my oni entertainment at hm is tv .... =( .. v saded .. super saded sia ... but gd thing is .. tis blog wont dwn laR =P .. coz can blog in sch .. kekeZz .... so .... juz tag if anything happens!
oya ... n i failed me bio test n gp essay .... =(
---= losing my grip @ 5:49 PM
monday blues.
tis wk .. really a monday blue aR!!!
.... scream !!! .... so suay todae ... not pu tong de suay ... ok here it goes .... wake up as usual .... go sch as usual ..... but not suppose to ..... sch starts at 9 wad .... haiZz ... i dun want to stay at hm .... den go to sch .. tts the pt ... i dun lyk me staying alone at hm wif my dad .... therefore .. i dun even wan to tell him tt sch starts laTe ... somemore gt pw meeting at 8 ... so its juz awhile .... so wad the bother to tell him? den i hab to explain to him y i start sch laTe... v fa man riTe ... somemore .. yest is really saded ... kor did sth bad .. again .... so dad alr angry .... den jie yin .. nth to sae ... call in the morning .... wanted to meet me go sch 2gther .... but coz of tis small fone call ... im in deep trouble ... JIU MING! but not her fault ... coz its all fated .... =( ... den i called papa in sch .... after xiao niu told me ... he hang my fone! .... pengz ... so i "oh no" the whole dae at sch ... crap up a small lie =x ... said i 4gt totally abt the 9 am stuff .... went to sch .. saw no1 ... so stdy in sch .... haha ..... actually gt one of me classmates really is total 4gt loR ... so its not impossible .... oh no ..... =x actually i think i shldnt hab blog .... wad if me dad saw it ... den really oh no sia .... actually y didnt i tell me pa tt i go top up me ezlink in the morning? coz i really do ... dunno .... lies seem more convincing ba .... it always do .... or mayb coz i dun wan him to qn me "9 den go sch ... y nv tell me?" den wad can i sae? -speechless- cant possible tell him ... "dun lyk to stay at hm wif u" ... nv die b4 aR =/ ...
so ... hes not at hm as wad i expected .... obvious =x ... if not how i blog tis thingy =P ... phew ... coz i heard ma sae he clear leave .... hai wo ... scare go hm until lyk tt .... so yaR ... i call him immediately i went hm .... den yaR he sound ok =x .. but makes it more scary .... SCAREDED! .... he wanted a explanation at nite ... so i sae hao hao hao ... pray for me every1 ... PRAY!
den xiao niu is real guilty .... nvm ger .. really .... hrmZz .. dui bu qi ... lolZz .. u me mei lehz .... wont angry wif u de ... =) ....
but .. wads wrg wif going to sch =x .... it juz a matter of 1 hr or 2 .... y he fuss so much =x .... but cant blame him =P ... coz .. he alr too hoT over kor yest ... so he alr hoT .. den i go provoke .. so ... bomb! .... i think i shall not come online tis whole wk .... TRY my bez .... coz muz stdy for tests =) .. muz guai guai guai .... cant afford to provoke papa any further =x
conclusion - dou shi crossing borders de chuo ! -blehz-
---= losing my grip @ 3:24 PM
hrmzz ... yest is a bz dae .. yawnZz ... went to grandma hse as i expected .....but ... when i reached ... i haben even stay for 5 mins .. me cousin (biao ge) drag me to his hse .... lolz ... tts becoz me biao mei spoil 2 comp ... his comp n her own comp ... she is power ... so .... i hab to help her clear the mess .. spend my whole sat formatting their comps n installing windows n stuffs for dem ...... hehe .. in return ... me biao ge buy chicken wingz for me =x ... lolz ... i shldnt hab sae i wanted chicken wingz .. coz i hab been eating wingz for 3 daes ... since last fri =x ... even tonite dinner is wingz ... kekeZz ... so me biao ge send me hm .... sort of thank me .... n coz he wanted to go robinson sales at expo .... shun lu .... hehe ... so shuang ... no need take 1 hr bus =) ... so ya ... tts my sat ...
spend me afternoon wif gp ... again .... coz reading log is weekly basis .... yawnZz .... den alittle guai-er tis wk =P .. coz i do my function tutorial .... try to stdy some other subj laTer ba .... but tt is after i c my vcd =\ ... borrow the anime version of shen diao xia nu ... hehe .. the package is real nice ..... so tempted to keep it as mine =x but cannot laR ... tts my aunt de.
tml sch starts at 9am =) .... all thanks to the crossing borders .. but i dun wish to stay at hm ..... dun lyk the atm at hm at all .... hab to reach sch at 8 coz of pw .... but wad abt b4 tt ... where shld i loiter? told tt to yanming last wk ... he jio me go eat mac ... =P free breakfaz ... but dunno he rems or not =x ... shall c ... if tml he dua me ... den he die ... haha .... shall stops here ... go c my shen diao xia nu le =P
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